“out from under”確切的意思是什麽？

You keep coming back to tell me 妳身影不斷告訴我You're the one who could have been 妳在我心裏占有壹席之地And my eyes see it all so clear 那樣的畫面清晰可見It was long ago and far away but it never disappears 雖然長久 遙遠 卻不曾消失I try to put it in the past 我試著淡忘他Hold on to myself and don't look back 堅持自我 不要回首[Chorus]I don't wanna dream about 我不想再向往All the things that never were 今非昔比的過往Maybe I can live without 或許我可以無憂無慮的生活When I'm out from under 只要我逃出陰霾I don't wanna feel the pain 我不想再受傷What good would it do me now 那對我有什麼好處I'll get it all figured out 所有情結都將解開When I'm out from under 只要我逃出陰霾So let me go 那就放了我吧Just let me fly away 讓我展翅高飛Let me feel the space between us growing deeper 讓我們之間的鴻溝And much darker every day 隨著時光不斷塌陷Watch me now and I'll be someone new 現在妳會看到全新的我My heart will be unbroken 我也不必再為妳傷心It will open up for everyone but you 除了妳 我會接納任何人Even when I cross the line 就算是過往的藕斷絲連It's like a lie I've told a thousand times 也全都是千言難盡的謊言[Chorus]And part of me still believes 另壹個我仍相信When you ay you're gonna stick around 妳會繼續為我等下去And part of me still believes 另壹個我仍相信We can find a way to work it out 我們之間仍充滿希望But I know that we tried everything we could try 其實我們早已試過千方百計So let's just say goodbye 那就讓我們各奔東西