因為 我不想像這樣
i've been runnin these streets
我跑過的那些街
for too long now
現在太遠了
i've got nothing thats true
我不能把任何事變得真實
but this song now
除了現在的這首歌
but the further i go
除了我要走的未來
i wanna go home
我想要回家
(j3t)
i f**kin' swear that i care
如果家人生氣我會在意
but its hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle
但 當妳盯著瓶子的底部看時 那很難
that is empty and bare
那是空的
all my desolate soul
就像我孤獨的靈魂
in my desolate home
在我空蕩的家
it's my desolate role
他是我憂傷的主角
yeah i'm here all alone
yeah~~我獨自壹人在這兒
i can't think of a reason
我想不出壹個理由
to get the f**k out of bed
從床上起來外出
curtains closed, lights are off
關著窗簾，熄燈
am i alive or dead?
我是活著還是死了？
i haven't shaved in a week
我已經壹個星期沒剃胡子了
i always slur when i speak
我說話的時候總是含糊不清
tolerance at its peak
極度忍受
another fit just to sleep
又或是僅僅睡覺
oh woe is me woe is me
我很悲傷
i guess i need love
我猜我需要愛
hoes ya see hoes ya see
hoes ya see hoes ya see
i'm just in a rut
我只是壹成不變的
and i swear i'm tryin baby please
我請求妳
baby don't leave
寶貝別離開
god-damn i'm a f**k-up
該死 我是 a f**k-up（不好意思，實在看不懂）
but i guess that's just me
但 我想這才是我
so i sit in my room
所以 我呆在我的房間裏
and i'll cry in my bed
我會在床上哭泣
thinkin about all the shit
想想所有的謊言
that made me wrong in my head
這是讓我犯錯的源頭
i keep tryin to climb
我會嘗試去登山
but it seems so steep
但他看起來如此陡峭
pour myself a f**kin' whisky
為我自己灌壹杯威士忌
and go back to sleep.... bitch
然後回來繼續睡覺~~~~
(chorus) x2
i watch my momma cry
我看見我媽媽哭
she says 'baby why?
她說 “寶貝 為什麽?”
i say 'baby died,
我說“寶貝死了”
baby's gone like a suicide'
他走了像自殺
i don't think you'll see him soon, mom
我不認為妳會很快看見他 媽媽、
stay out my room, mom
別在我的房間了 媽媽
tell daddy that i hate
告訴爸爸我討厭他
that mother f**ker like you, mom
但我愛妳 媽媽
i sing this shit for you, danny, sasha and jordan
我唱這些謊言給妳們 danny, sasha 和 jordan
these tears keep gettin warmer
這些眼淚還保留著壹些溫暖
everytime that i hold her
每當我抱著她
i pour this out for you
like a partner in crime
it's part of the times
這是時間的壹部分
when you're sick in the mind
當妳的心生病了
yeah i'm sick, oh so sick
我病了,很嚴重
i'm so sick of this shit
因為這些謊言 我病得很嚴重
yeah i'm lit, oh so lit
i'm so f**ked up off it
so i stumble around
我被什麽絆住了
til i stumble fall down
直到把我絆倒
to this puddle of my tears
被我哭而形成的水坑絆倒
layin here on the ground
躺在地面上
when you've got nothing left
當妳什麽也不帶的離開
you've got nothing left to lose
妳也不會丟失什麽
with my last left single breath
包括我最後的呼吸
i'll still be singing to you
我仍會為妳唱歌
so when you bury me man
所以 當妳埋葬我時
you better bury me deep
妳最好將我深埋
and sing along to this song
獨自唱著這首歌
because you're broke [and i'm free?]
因為妳我都自由了
(chorus) x2
(bridge - deuce) x2
and i wanna go back to the start
我想回到最初
back where we started from
回到我最初的地方
and i know it's been so long
我明白 要很久
i was wrong, i was wrong
我錯了 我錯了
i was wrong all along
我壹直都錯了