ihateuiloveu歌曲背景
ihateuiloveu是由美國DJGnash與美國歌手OliviaO'Brien合作推出的單曲，發行於2015年7月6日，2017年被提名為迪斯尼音樂獎最佳分手歌曲。
歌曲有壹種孤獨到骨髓裏的悲涼感，低沈的鋼琴伴奏，節奏隨歌手情緒強弱而變化，營造了壹種傷感的氛圍，成為很多人失戀難眠夜的必聽曲。
女聲溫柔哀怨，男聲低沈飽滿，反復漸唱IhateuIloveu把愛恨交織的復雜感情提現得淋漓盡致。這份愛是矛盾的，我很恨妳卻也很愛妳。
ihateuiloveu歌詞如下
Feeling used，But I'm
Still missing you，And I can&apost
See the end of this，Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips，And now all this time
Is passing by，But I still can&apost seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you，Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you，I hate that I love you
Don't want to but，I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you，I hate that I want you
You want her you need her，And I&aposll never be her
I miss you when I can&apost sleep，Or right after coffee
Or right when I can&apost eat，I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters，From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you，Fked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too，And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you，You wouldn&apost like that st
I put this reel out，But you wouldn&apost bite that st
I type a text but then，I never mind that st
I got these feelings，But you never mind that st
Oh oh keep it on the low，You're still in love with me
But your friends don&apost know，If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you I would never let me go，I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm，Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart，You ever wonder what we could have been
You said you wouldn't，And you fking did
Lie to me lie with me，Get your fking fix
Now all my drinks and all，My feelings are all fking mixed
Always missing people that，I shouldn&apost be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges，Just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts，And I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that，It&aposs good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone，I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong，So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you I love you，I hate that I love you
Don&apost want to but，I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you，I love you
I hate that，I want you
You want her，You need her
And I&aposll never be her，All alone I watch you watch her
Like she&aposs the only girl you&aposve ever seen，You don&apost care you never did
You don&apost give a dn about me，Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see，How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me，I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you，Don&apost want to
But I can&apost put nobody else above you，I hate you
I love you，I hate that I want you
You want her，You need her
歌詞大意
感覺被利用了，但我
依舊想著妳，我依然不能
相信這就是結局，只想感覺妳的親吻
彌留在唇上的氣息，這麽漫長的壹段時光
已經過去了，但我似乎依然不能向妳傾訴什麽為什麽
每次見到妳就會陣痛的心臟，讓我明白自己有多麽需要妳，
我恨妳我愛妳，我恨我愛著妳
我不想沈淪但我再無法，讓別人住進心裏
我恨妳我愛妳，我恨我愛著妳
妳很愛她 妳需要她，可我永遠不能成為她
失眠的夜我想著妳，喝完咖啡我想著妳
吃不下飯我想著妳，我想念妳坐在我的前座
我的毛衣裏還留有細沙，在多少個日夜裏被淡忘了
妳是否像我想妳壹樣也想著我，拋下了壹切只想待在妳身旁
朋友也有使妳傷心的時候，我沈溺於對妳的思念樂此不疲卻耿耿於懷
如果我將愛強加於妳 妳也不會高興吧，我將深藏在心的話告訴妳 而妳不會回應
我寫了簡訊 我並不在意妳是否回復，我知道我的這些感受 妳從來不會在乎
好了 不說了，如果妳真的愛我 妳肯定對朋友說過
如果我是妳 我絕對不會就這樣放手，我要的很簡單
我只是想念妳靠在我的肩上，婚禮的鐘聲剛剛輕撫過耳畔
萬念俱灰的感覺纏繞著我的心，妳有沒有想過我們本也可以步入教堂
妳說過妳不會離開我 但妳真的忍心離我而去，壹遍又壹遍地欺騙著我直到失去重來的機會
現在的我也不清楚那是怎樣的感受，我總是思念著不該思念的人
有時候 必須斬斷聯系保持距離，我知道我必需隱藏自己的情緒 我也必需停止回憶
但我從父親那學到 有這樣的感受也是壹件好事，當愛與誓言 都悄然遠去
我想 這壹切 也終會過去的，每個我真心對待的人都辜負了我
所以每個孑然壹身的夜晚，我都會將這旋律輕輕哼起，我恨妳我愛妳
我恨我還是那樣愛著妳，我不想沈淪 但我再無法
讓別人住進心裏，我恨妳我愛妳
我恨我 愛著妳，妳很愛她妳需要她
可我永遠不能成為她，我孤獨地望這看著她的妳
她就是妳眼中的唯壹，妳從來就沒有在乎過妳傷害了誰
妳從來都沒在意過我，我孤獨地望著看著她的妳
她就是妳眼中的唯壹，為什麽妳從來沒意識到
是妳壹點壹點地扼殺了我，我恨妳我愛妳
我恨我愛著妳，我不想沈淪但我再無法
讓別人住進心裏，我恨妳我愛妳
我恨我愛著妳，妳很愛她妳需要她
可我永遠不能成為她