現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲時,即決定了壹生
too late for the other side
現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲時,即決定了壹生
yeah too late
耶,太晚了
i cant keep chasing em
我無法壹直追逐它們
takin’my life back
我要重活壹遍
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲,即決定了壹生
i dont think she understands the sacrifices that i made
我不認為她能懂得我所作出的犧牲
maybe if this b**ch had acted right i wouldve stayed
或許，如果這女表子表現的好點，我會留在她身邊
but ive already wasted over half of my life i wouldve laid
但是我已經浪費了我大半輩子,我本會為妳倒下，
down and died for you i no longer cry for you
為妳而死，但我不會再為妳而哭泣
no more pain b**ch
不再有傷害了，臭女表子
you took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
妳對我如此冷漠，奪走了我的心，卻徑直地把它扔到另壹個星球
into the dirt i can no longer stand it
扔進了泥土裏，我再也無法忍受了
now my respect i demand it
現在我要求得到尊重
imma take control of this relationship
我將掌控我們這段關系
command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit
控制它，現在我TMD是妳的頭了
and what i mean is that i will no longer let you control me
我的意思是我將不再受制於妳了
so you better hear me out this much you owe me
因此妳最好聽我的，因為妳欠我欠得多著呢
i gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while ive stayed
我為妳放棄了我的人生，當我留在妳身旁我完全獻身於了妳
paved for all the way this is how i fvcking get repaid
可我壹路下來，這就是我TMD得到的回報
look at how i dress fvcking baggy sweats, go to work a mess
看看我每天穿的TMD多寬松的衣服,去處理壹團糟的工作
always in a rush to get back to you i aint heard you yet
我總是急匆匆地回到妳身邊，但是我卻還沒得到過妳的回應
not even once say you apreciate me i deserve respect
即使是壹次妳說妳感激我也未曾有過，而那是我應得的尊重
ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
我已經盡我最大努力給予妳，完全近乎完美了
and i know that if I end this ill no longer have nothing left
我明白我就此結束的話，我將什麽都不再留下
but you keep treating me like a staircase its time to f丨防和諧丨uсking step
但是妳壹直把我視作階梯，現在該TMD踩踏我了
and i wont be coming back so dont hold your fvcking breath
我不會回來了，所以妳TMD不用屏住呼吸
you know what youve done no need to go in depth
妳該明白妳根本沒必要做的那麽絕
i told you, youd be sorry if i fvcking left
我曾今告訴過妳，如果我離妳而去，妳TMD會為此難過的
id laugh while you wept
而當妳哭泣時，我會嘲笑妳的
hows it feel now, yeah, funny aint it, you neglected me
現在感覺如何，耶，很有趣吧，不是嗎？妳忽視了我
did me a favor at all my spirit free youve said
其實這是幫了我個忙,妳說過我現在的靈魂已經自由了
but a special place for you in my heart i have kept
在我心中我為妳保留了個特殊的位置
its unfortunate but its,
很不幸，不過..
too late for the other side
現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲,即決定了壹生
too late for the other side
現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲時,即決定了人生
i feel like when i bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
我感覺每當我為妳拼命時，妳全都在嘲笑我
cause that aint good enough you expect me to fold myself in half
因為妳覺得那樣還做得不夠，妳還盼著我為妳卑躬屈膝
til i snap
直到我發飆了
dont think im loyal
別以為我忠心
all i do is rap
我終日都在Rap
i can not moonlight on the side
我無法在另壹邊做什麽兼職
i have no life outside of that
因為除此之外那就不是我的人生
dont i give you enough of my time
我為妳付出的時間還不夠嗎？
you dont think so do you
可妳不那麽想，不是嗎？
jealous when i spend time with the girls
當我和其他妞攪在壹起時，妳會吃醋
why im married to you still man i dont know
我為何會娶妳，夥計，我現在仍然沒想通
but tonight im serving you with papers
但是今晚我要用錢跟妳做個了斷
im divoricing you
我要休了妳
go marry someone else and make em famous
滾去嫁給別人，把他們搞出名
and take away their freedom like you did to me
就像妳對我做的那樣，奪走我的自由
treat em like you dont need them and they aint worthy of you
像妳不需要他們，他們對妳壹文不值那樣對他們
feed em the same shit you made me eat
讓他們也嘗嘗妳讓我受過的罪
im moving on forget you oh,
我就即將忘記妳
now im special, ha i felt special when i was with you
現在我變得不同了，哈哈，跟妳在壹起時我感覺不同了
all i ever felt was this
我以前所感覺的只有
helplessness
無助
imprisoned by a selfish b**ch
被壹個自私的女表子囚禁著
chew me up and spit me out
把我嚼碎了，又將我啐出
i fell for this so many times
我已經體會過多次
its ridiculus
真可笑
and still i stick with this
我仍然堅持著
im sick of this but in my sickness aint addiction
我已經受夠了，但是我的癥結並不在於上了癮
your a addictive as they get.
妳能使人上癮,就像他們那樣
evil as they come vindictive as they make em
邪惡得讓他們變得都有了復仇心
my friends keep asking why i cant just walk away
我的朋友總是在問我為何不灑脫地離開
im addicted
可我已經陷進去了
to the pain, the stress, the drama
陷進痛楚，陷進壓力，陷進幻夢
im traumad so i guess imma mess
我心力憔悴，我猜我現在糟透了
cursed and blessed
受了詛咒，還是受了保佑?
but this time imma
但是這次
aint changing my mind
我不會改變我的主意
im climbing out this abyss
我將爬出這個深淵
you screaming as i walk out that ill be missed
妳驚詫於我怎麽又翻身了,但是妳會想念我的
but when you spoke to people who meant the most to you
但當妳向人講誰對妳最重要時
you left me off your list
妳將我剔除了妳的名單之外
fvck you hip-hop
CNM的Hip-Hop
im leaving you, my life sentence is served b**ch
我要離開妳了，我人生的最終宣判已經遞交，女表子
and its just
現在..
too late for the other side
現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲,即決定了壹生
too late for the other side
現在回頭為時已晚
caught in a change
由於壹次變故
25 to life
25歲時,即決定了人生