I can't get rid of the past and turn a new life........
妳說的是荒謬
荒謬的詞有：absurb，ridiculous，foolish，irrational，preposterous
個人覺得irrational 更合適
irrational
a.
1. 無理性的
Animals are irrational creatures.
野獸是沒有理性的動物。
2. 不合理的;不明事理的;荒謬的
He had an irrational belief that everybody was his enemy.
他有個荒謬的信念,以為人人都是他的仇敵。
3. 數無理的